I won't badger you with the sex scene anymore since I think the story is becoming an emotional one. You have mentioned before that your mother...well, does this have something to do with it? I hope I'm not poking my nose on things it doesn't belong to but I get the vague feeling...see, when you told me in my entry about the infidelity in...you know...it's just that you portray the whole scene so vividly....so to speak. I hope the question doesn't offend you.