Kids, Ch. 14
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sunmoonandspoonWarning, this chapter contains sex! It's not anything really objectionable, I don't think, but if you don't feel like reading a sex scene, you may want to skip this chapter. (Though if you're confused as to what's going on after doing so, please don't blame me.) I normally wouldn't even warn about such things, but I think anybody with firing brain cells can probably tell from the last chapter, so it's not spoiling anything…which also means there's no point to warning you, but whatever! On with the chapter!
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Kids
Chapter Fourteen - Lollipop
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The argument that stems from this takes maybe twenty minutes, Sachiko knows without question that this is a lie. It's a simple argument, no you're not and yes I am with no real explanation. Ryuzaki could probably logic his way around this, but he doesn't try. Maybe he couldn't. Maybe the subject has sapped him of his usual prowess, maybe he is, for once, being ruled by his dick. But he's not ready, emotionally. This would make her feel almost like a pedophile, ravaging an unwilling little boy.
But he's not a little boy. He's gripping her wrists and leaning towards her, dragging her into yet another kiss. Ryuzaki is strategically altering himself to appear confident. She knows this is a lie, that really, deep down, he's not ready for sex…or maybe it's she who isn't ready. This is a betrayal of Soichiro, after all. She's gone far enough to crush him, this will only make things worse.
Ryuzaki kisses her ear, nibbles it a bit too hard and he doesn't know what he's doing. It warms her to him. He says again that he swears he's ready. He will do this just for her.
"Okay," murmurs Sachiko, releasing her ear from his teeth, stroking his face with her hand. "But don't blame me if this scars you for life."
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The human species could have evolved significantly in the time it seems to take to get to the hotel. L isn't sure if this is dread or anticipation, Sachi's right, he's scared to death. But excited, too. He's about to join the world of normal people.
He pretends, as they go through check-in, that this is something he's doing for research, for the case. That he will somehow find out more about Kira through having intercourse with his mother. It's the lie he's been clinging to since he first felt anything for her, it lets him stay calm, kill his visible emotions and kill his guilt, too. But he knows that's not why he's doing this, not anymore. All he wants is for her to touch his penis, really.
They walk in on opposite sides of the hallway, L disappearing briefly into an enclave that contains vending machines and ice. A few coins later he's sipping on strawberry milk. It's a distraction, a way to stall. Sachiko checks her purse for something, and they stand out in the hallway, blinking. And finally, she takes the keys from his hand and opens the door.
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They enter the room and sit immediately on the bed, Ryuzaki in the most extreme pose he can possibly manage. And that hurts her, Sachi gets his defenses, but she hates them all the same. She wants him to let go entirely, give himself up to her so that this will not feel like rape. It won't be, he wants this, he said he did, but she can't go through with this unless he means it. "Ryuzaki," she says, taking his hand and bringing it down to the bed. "Are you absolutely sure about this? I don't want to force you into something you're not ready for."
Ryuzaki shoots her a glare, says he's not a child, he's twenty-five and most people his age have been fornicating for years already. "I'd like to get this over with," he says, and when she isn't thrilled with this response he back-tracks, says, "I mean my first time, not sex with you. I would like to be free of the burden of virginity."
Strange way to put it, but alright. She takes out her supplies, sets them aside and pounces on him, pounds him down into the mattress.
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Somehow, they both wind up naked. It happens so fast L can barely process it, and he doesn't concentrate on what's going on now, he just focuses on the quick removal of their clothes. The process of it. How Sachiko has changed from complete human being to breasts and vagina. Her breasts are smaller than he thought they'd be, and he wants to touch them more than he thought he would. He satisfies said desire, amazed that she's letting him, that she's not shoving him off yelling, "you're disgusting!"
She does push him off, but it's not to insult him, just to move his hands lower. "Leave the breasts alone for a bit," she says, guiding his hands, teaching him how to make her feel-what? What is she feeling now? This is nothing special for her, nothing new. All he can provide is mediocrity. She's moaning, slightly, is that good or bad? He doesn't know, so he stops in case it's bad but she says to keep going. And so he does, hoping he's cut his nails close enough not to hurt her. Worrying that his fingers will stink of her for eons afterwards. Wondering if he's supposed to use his tongue or something soon.
Sachi doesn't ask him to. Instead she reaches for the drawer beside her, for, he assumes, a condom. So they're really going to do it now. What she picks up, though, is far more familiar to L than a condom. It's a lollipop, and he's almost repulsed by this: how could something so ordinary invade this twisted space that they've created? It reminds him of the rest of his life. But Sachiko will put a new spin on it. She unwraps the lollipop, sticks it in her mouth and dyes her tongue red, holds it like a dick and tongues the hell out of it. Says, "this is what I'm about to do to you."
"T-that…that looks like it would hurt," he stammers, knowing that he sounds ridiculous. She promises him it won't be quite as hard, and pops the candy in his mouth, pushes him further into the bed and burrows down. Takes his pulsing hard penis into her mouth and paints the length of him with her tongue. Pokes his perineum, strokes his balls.
This feels wonderful, and he knows what's coming next, he just can't quite grasp it, mentally. Physically, he's grabbing strands of Sachi's hair, pretending that this means he knows what he's doing, that he will not somehow ruin everything. But L is clueless, not in his optimal thinking position, not in control or even understanding. Sachiko looks up and smiles at him, says she's going to get the condom now.
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Of course she's not as sure as she makes it seem. This is the worst sin of her life, but she'll ignore it for now, give in to the experience. Let Ryuzaki go on childishly believing that there's someone in control. She has a past with this, she's had sex before, and she's older. Aside from that she has no credentials, no right to take charge of another person's nervous first time. No right to betray the man she pledged her soul to long ago.
But Sachiko pays these thoughts no heed, instead she rolls the condom over Ryuzaki's dick, positions herself to be penetrated. Wishes she had the penis so she wouldn't have to give instructions, so she could sink into him without a thought. Because thinking about this is painful.
Ryuzaki perches over her, balls swinging slightly, making her laugh. She's never seen him more crazed and undignified than he is now, and she likes it. She likes that she has changed him, she likes the power. And she likes the way it feels with him inside her. "You know what to do now, right?" she asks, stroking his shoulders, and he nods, rolls his eyes, he isn't stupid. Probably watches enough porn to know the drill.
And so they thrust into each other, Sachi moaning with the heat that pools her belly, Ryuzaki silent and hunched with his face pressing uncomfortably against hers. She grabs him, adjusts him, and it's over in less than two minutes; the bed is now sticky with sperm. Sachiko suppresses the urge to roll her own eyes. She should have expected some kind of screw-up, Ryuzaki's main concern was getting through it, not her pleasure or his, just doing it. And he's scared to death, so of course he came too quickly. There is no reason this should fill her with such bitter disappointment.
"Did I do something wrong?" he asks, already beginning to dress himself. "You don't look as ecstatic as one would imagine you should. I must not be doing it right."
She shakes her head, smiles and tells him that it's nothing he can't fix the next time.
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Ryuzaki has to leave, he has work to do and he's taken too much time away from the job as it is. He's sorry about it, or so he says, but he practically flies out the door. And Sachiko's glad of it. The inevitable mental torture session is setting in, and she doesn't want to look at him, poison him with her guilt and her pain. Though he should be feeling guilty too, it's wrong to make love to your co-worker's wife, especially if you can't even satisfy her! But, that's irrelevant. It's just in her head to curb the guilt.
She rolls over, shuts her eyes into the pillow and tries her hardest not to cry.
Her hardest, of course, isn't good enough.
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Hopefully nobody was too sickened by that. Personally, I think it's the best sex scene I've written so far, and they're damn hard to write, believe me. I'm not sure when the next chapter is going to be out, hopefully it'll be soon, but school is starting soon and I'm going to be busy. Also, the aftermath of this is going to require a good deal of thought. If anyone has any suggestions, let me know! Love you guys, and please leave a comment!
As a reward for reading, you get the song that inspired this chapter: Lollipop by Mika
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Kids
Chapter Fourteen - Lollipop
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The argument that stems from this takes maybe twenty minutes, Sachiko knows without question that this is a lie. It's a simple argument, no you're not and yes I am with no real explanation. Ryuzaki could probably logic his way around this, but he doesn't try. Maybe he couldn't. Maybe the subject has sapped him of his usual prowess, maybe he is, for once, being ruled by his dick. But he's not ready, emotionally. This would make her feel almost like a pedophile, ravaging an unwilling little boy.
But he's not a little boy. He's gripping her wrists and leaning towards her, dragging her into yet another kiss. Ryuzaki is strategically altering himself to appear confident. She knows this is a lie, that really, deep down, he's not ready for sex…or maybe it's she who isn't ready. This is a betrayal of Soichiro, after all. She's gone far enough to crush him, this will only make things worse.
Ryuzaki kisses her ear, nibbles it a bit too hard and he doesn't know what he's doing. It warms her to him. He says again that he swears he's ready. He will do this just for her.
"Okay," murmurs Sachiko, releasing her ear from his teeth, stroking his face with her hand. "But don't blame me if this scars you for life."
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The human species could have evolved significantly in the time it seems to take to get to the hotel. L isn't sure if this is dread or anticipation, Sachi's right, he's scared to death. But excited, too. He's about to join the world of normal people.
He pretends, as they go through check-in, that this is something he's doing for research, for the case. That he will somehow find out more about Kira through having intercourse with his mother. It's the lie he's been clinging to since he first felt anything for her, it lets him stay calm, kill his visible emotions and kill his guilt, too. But he knows that's not why he's doing this, not anymore. All he wants is for her to touch his penis, really.
They walk in on opposite sides of the hallway, L disappearing briefly into an enclave that contains vending machines and ice. A few coins later he's sipping on strawberry milk. It's a distraction, a way to stall. Sachiko checks her purse for something, and they stand out in the hallway, blinking. And finally, she takes the keys from his hand and opens the door.
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They enter the room and sit immediately on the bed, Ryuzaki in the most extreme pose he can possibly manage. And that hurts her, Sachi gets his defenses, but she hates them all the same. She wants him to let go entirely, give himself up to her so that this will not feel like rape. It won't be, he wants this, he said he did, but she can't go through with this unless he means it. "Ryuzaki," she says, taking his hand and bringing it down to the bed. "Are you absolutely sure about this? I don't want to force you into something you're not ready for."
Ryuzaki shoots her a glare, says he's not a child, he's twenty-five and most people his age have been fornicating for years already. "I'd like to get this over with," he says, and when she isn't thrilled with this response he back-tracks, says, "I mean my first time, not sex with you. I would like to be free of the burden of virginity."
Strange way to put it, but alright. She takes out her supplies, sets them aside and pounces on him, pounds him down into the mattress.
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Somehow, they both wind up naked. It happens so fast L can barely process it, and he doesn't concentrate on what's going on now, he just focuses on the quick removal of their clothes. The process of it. How Sachiko has changed from complete human being to breasts and vagina. Her breasts are smaller than he thought they'd be, and he wants to touch them more than he thought he would. He satisfies said desire, amazed that she's letting him, that she's not shoving him off yelling, "you're disgusting!"
She does push him off, but it's not to insult him, just to move his hands lower. "Leave the breasts alone for a bit," she says, guiding his hands, teaching him how to make her feel-what? What is she feeling now? This is nothing special for her, nothing new. All he can provide is mediocrity. She's moaning, slightly, is that good or bad? He doesn't know, so he stops in case it's bad but she says to keep going. And so he does, hoping he's cut his nails close enough not to hurt her. Worrying that his fingers will stink of her for eons afterwards. Wondering if he's supposed to use his tongue or something soon.
Sachi doesn't ask him to. Instead she reaches for the drawer beside her, for, he assumes, a condom. So they're really going to do it now. What she picks up, though, is far more familiar to L than a condom. It's a lollipop, and he's almost repulsed by this: how could something so ordinary invade this twisted space that they've created? It reminds him of the rest of his life. But Sachiko will put a new spin on it. She unwraps the lollipop, sticks it in her mouth and dyes her tongue red, holds it like a dick and tongues the hell out of it. Says, "this is what I'm about to do to you."
"T-that…that looks like it would hurt," he stammers, knowing that he sounds ridiculous. She promises him it won't be quite as hard, and pops the candy in his mouth, pushes him further into the bed and burrows down. Takes his pulsing hard penis into her mouth and paints the length of him with her tongue. Pokes his perineum, strokes his balls.
This feels wonderful, and he knows what's coming next, he just can't quite grasp it, mentally. Physically, he's grabbing strands of Sachi's hair, pretending that this means he knows what he's doing, that he will not somehow ruin everything. But L is clueless, not in his optimal thinking position, not in control or even understanding. Sachiko looks up and smiles at him, says she's going to get the condom now.
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Of course she's not as sure as she makes it seem. This is the worst sin of her life, but she'll ignore it for now, give in to the experience. Let Ryuzaki go on childishly believing that there's someone in control. She has a past with this, she's had sex before, and she's older. Aside from that she has no credentials, no right to take charge of another person's nervous first time. No right to betray the man she pledged her soul to long ago.
But Sachiko pays these thoughts no heed, instead she rolls the condom over Ryuzaki's dick, positions herself to be penetrated. Wishes she had the penis so she wouldn't have to give instructions, so she could sink into him without a thought. Because thinking about this is painful.
Ryuzaki perches over her, balls swinging slightly, making her laugh. She's never seen him more crazed and undignified than he is now, and she likes it. She likes that she has changed him, she likes the power. And she likes the way it feels with him inside her. "You know what to do now, right?" she asks, stroking his shoulders, and he nods, rolls his eyes, he isn't stupid. Probably watches enough porn to know the drill.
And so they thrust into each other, Sachi moaning with the heat that pools her belly, Ryuzaki silent and hunched with his face pressing uncomfortably against hers. She grabs him, adjusts him, and it's over in less than two minutes; the bed is now sticky with sperm. Sachiko suppresses the urge to roll her own eyes. She should have expected some kind of screw-up, Ryuzaki's main concern was getting through it, not her pleasure or his, just doing it. And he's scared to death, so of course he came too quickly. There is no reason this should fill her with such bitter disappointment.
"Did I do something wrong?" he asks, already beginning to dress himself. "You don't look as ecstatic as one would imagine you should. I must not be doing it right."
She shakes her head, smiles and tells him that it's nothing he can't fix the next time.
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Ryuzaki has to leave, he has work to do and he's taken too much time away from the job as it is. He's sorry about it, or so he says, but he practically flies out the door. And Sachiko's glad of it. The inevitable mental torture session is setting in, and she doesn't want to look at him, poison him with her guilt and her pain. Though he should be feeling guilty too, it's wrong to make love to your co-worker's wife, especially if you can't even satisfy her! But, that's irrelevant. It's just in her head to curb the guilt.
She rolls over, shuts her eyes into the pillow and tries her hardest not to cry.
Her hardest, of course, isn't good enough.
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Hopefully nobody was too sickened by that. Personally, I think it's the best sex scene I've written so far, and they're damn hard to write, believe me. I'm not sure when the next chapter is going to be out, hopefully it'll be soon, but school is starting soon and I'm going to be busy. Also, the aftermath of this is going to require a good deal of thought. If anyone has any suggestions, let me know! Love you guys, and please leave a comment!
As a reward for reading, you get the song that inspired this chapter: Lollipop by Mika
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